DUNIA BARUKU..

hurm,,kehidupan di bandar shah alam nie byk mengajar aku ttg erti kedewasaan n berdikari..1st time menjejakkan kaki ke tanah darul ehsan ini,,airmata ku mengalir keluar...teringatkan famili...frens...n everything...terasa mcm nk blik rumah..n tglkn bumi darul ehsan nie..tp,,ble teringatkan harapan my dad,,aku kuatkan gak hati nie utk survive kehidupan kat sini...everyday airmata pasti akan mengalir..xkire masa...dan tempat..hurm...but,,sib baek la uncle's n untie's ade dekat..kurg la sikit rasa rindu nie....now,,sudah tiada lagi masa utk ku ber'enjoy'...now,,i've to focus on my studies utk memenuhi harapan abah n utk buktikan pd semua yg aku pon blh berjaya..berjaya menjadi seorang photo journalism..perhaps..
n kat sini gak byk benda baru yg aku belajar n aku jumpa..such as,,new lect..new frens..new environment...n,,kat sini baru la aku tahu ttg kehidupan...kat sini,,blh dkatakan majoriti gal yg merokok..n slh seorang dr mereka,,my housemate...hurm...ape lah nsibku dapat housemate yg merokok..hurm....

JELES???AM I???

hurmmm...nape mesti sy jeles???arrrrgggghhhhhhhhhhh!!eka,,remember....u all dah xde pape...xperlu ko nk jeles!!hummmmmmmmmmmmm....
p/s:sumbody,,help me plzz??camner nk ilgkn perasaan nie??=((

ppssssstttttttt!!!!!

receive text from mr.S juz now..
"I LOVE U!"

oh goshh!!what??u love me??u gotta kidding me..

then,,im rep his text..
"u juz love me as ur sis right??"

but he replied..
"no!as a bf to his gf"
aarrrggghhhh!!!ape lg la musibah y dtg nie???hishhh!!ade2 jer la mamat nie...
plzz la u...b4 dis u sdiri gtau i u aggap i cam adik jerk..not more than that..but,,what's now??n yup..i love u..but juz love from sis to her bro...not more than that dear...plzz la..jgn la gwau gni...
btul kan u juz grau jerk n u x serius ngn hal nie???kan???

WHY must i feell like this????

nape aku perlu rase cam nie????nape baru skang aku rase cam nie???nape baru skang perasaan nie muncul blik???nape x last 2 month ago?????WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY???????
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!stress+tension+sakit ati+jeles n so on..................nape perlu aku jeles ngn dier tiap kali bkak wall dier????lbih2 lg ble terbace komen2 dier ngn *****....n tiap kali bce tu la air mata akn mngalir kluar,,,,aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hurmmmm.....=(...adakah perlu aku block dier??????naper aku perlu rse gni????sdgkn we all dah xder pape...tlg la men jauh2 persaan nie...tlg la...g la men jauh2....aku xnk gni...plzz la...yup!its true dat im still luv him..but i cant accept him back!!plzz laa...
eventhough im n dat dude dah xder pape,,im still cant accept him back...i juz wanna focus on my studies...plz la...tlg la...pergi la men jauh2..plz???????????
sumbody help me plzzzzzzzzzzzzzz?????????????dunno wut to do now...plz....help me....=((
dear GOD....plzz gve me sum peace n strength....hurmmmm...=((

hurm...=((....
dunno wut to do now...really...
='/

LELAKI................

LELAKI....
hurmmmm....asal la kaum ADAM nie mesti lahir d dunia nie???d atas muka bumi nie??
kenapa laki nie sumenye same jerk???aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
LELAKI...
semuanya pandai berkata2...n bermulut manis...n pandai putar belitkan keadaan semata2 nk ttp kesalahan diorang..xblh ker lau diorang juz stick to 1 person???
hurmmm.....kenapa diorang mesti skitkn ati gal y btol2 setia n jujur gle ngn dorg??
hurmh!lelaki...sumenye mata keranjang...pantang tgk gal...bodosh!!

and,,,salah ker klau diorang mengaku ngn kslhn diorang tu???even perkare2 tu sume dah lepas,,dah lame berlalu....slah ker lau ngaku??n if diorang bTul2 nk brubah,,ktowaNg as a gal nie,,,blh bg pluang utk brubah...Tp,,plzz laaa....cube jgn putar belitkan keadaan...cuba jgn jd hipokrit...bkn ker LELAKI ni d lahirkn sbb utk mlindungi kaum hawa??p,,,kenape berlaku sebaliknye????*sigh*

p/s:kesal sgt2 dgn perangai lelaki skang nie...even lelaki tu jujur skalipon,,as a gal,,kite xley nk caye sgt...hurmmmmm........

olllaaaa!!!=))

dear readers.....
sorie coz lame menyepi..lately nie mls skit nk online...xtau nape...he3...slame eka mnyepi,,eka ade dapat tawaran utk ambil wed's pic...on 30apr n 6jun..alhamdulillah...last monh i lost 2 job..but now i got back 2 job..he3..n slame eka menyepi ni byk gak bnde y m'hantui diri nie..hurm....ntah la...hidup nie mmg xlgkap if xde prob...right?hurm....really2 hope dat my prob will b settle as soon as possible...xmo dah pk hal nie...wat skit pale otak jerk!btw thanx sis sara 4 da info...=)